I haven’t had a chance to post these over the last several days. Will post all the backed editions.

The Bronx
Day 6: Being home full-time from the back-and-forth Albany trips has been a nice change. (For the last several years, my work has taken me between Albany and NYC.)
I hadn’t realized how tightly wound I’d become. I hadn’t change. I’d just been run down from the schedule I’ve been keeping and the turbulent last few years. Changes of Governors, budget battles, help staving off the elimination of the State’s consumer protection agency, more budget battles, scandals, etc. And, let’s not mention all the travel, on my dime, to and from NYC/Albany, as well as work-related travel to Buffalo, Syracuse, Utica, etc. Three long years.
(On a personal level, I’m very pleased what I was able to accomplish. Notwithstanding the climate, I was able to advance a bunch of initiatives I started or made better/more efficient, including in the area of food policy.)
It took me about three weeks from being home to finally feel whole. A good friend and I had been organizing, over e-mail, phone and meetings, a possible outdoor movie screening for the early fall, as well as a movie screening series at a local neighborhood restaurant in the South Bronx. We’d spoke a bunch over the first few weeks I was home. It was when we spoke, that third week of being home full-time, that he said “Dude, you sound so different from the last few week. Did it finally hit you that you’re home?” It hadn’t just hit me. It’s more a matter of, apparently, needing those three weeks to “center” myself back in NYC.
Later the same week, I went to a movie and humus with someone. Over a few plates of varying humus (or humi, haha. I like plural-izing words with “i.” I think the words are cuter that way), I noticed that I was excited, yet calmer than I’d been in years. Granted, the excitement and calm had more to do with the company and not the being home. Nevertheless, the next day that followed that delightful evening, I was so serene. I was finally home. It was in the midst of this excitement and calm that Saturday that I decided to take up Northeast Organic Farmers Association’s Locavore Challenge.
And, this blogging thing, kind of public, isn’t it? It’s rather weird for me to be doing this. I really value my alone time. Like, I really enjoy solitude. That may read weirdly coming from a guy who is blogging his Locavore Challenage experience and who, admittedly, live a very public life. I mean, when you Four Square when you get home, are you really that solitude-like? I would say yes to my own question.
“Alone doesn’t necessarily equate to “alone.” I guess it’s more like being away from the world. People can be there. For example, a number of years ago, I dated a young lady who would go “off the grid” with me. It was the best part of that relationship. We’d go to movies, quiet hikes, watched a days-worth of episodic television. All together. Just the two of us. All solitude-like. (Too bad the rest of the relationship wasn’t a good fit
).
My friends call it my going “off the grid,” referencing the electric grid, as well as not being able to be found on the “grid” created by the Commissioners Plan under New York Governor DeWitt Clinton, for whom there is a high school named in the Northwest Bronx.
It’s quite liberating to go “off the grid” and be excited, relaxed and calm at home.